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Guiding Light Discussion Group
September 20th, 2009
It is Sunday and it is another day that I am alive and I thank my father for the gift he has given me and his family. I was thinking about my youth and the troubled times I had when I learned that my father wasn't who I thought he was. How angry and scared I was, how my life was turned upside down and how I couldn't trust the people around me. I thank my Uncle Ross for guiding me through those times. He really looked after me when I had no other family to turn to. I miss him.
I can't believe these two men died and I was the cause of their death. I don't think I will ever forget them and I don't think I will ever forgive myself.
September 21st, 2009
I received a memo from the Board of Directors . They have voted me CEO and President of Spaulding Enterprises. Am I ready to take on these responsibilities ? I don't know, Beth and I had a discussion about me getting back to my writing . I want to do all the things that I dreamed of as a teenager but I am torn between family responsibilities and my dreams. I will not make a decision today.
September 22nd, 2009
I called Aunt Alex to talk about the position. Boy, did she give me a mouthful! Words that can cut you down and make you feel 2 feet tall. I don't think she wants to be bothered right now with any Spaulding family business. My Aunt Alexandra, you gotta love her.
September 23rd, 2009
I spent the morning with my son . He's missing Daisy and acting a bit pensive. I look at him and I see me at his age. I know he will love many women in his lifetime, my wish is that his heart will only belong to one.
